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Booking

I managed to wangle 2 weeks off over Easter from work to go to Cyprus, only to discover that flights are rare as hens teeth and way too pricey. October is less than half price. October is cold here and pleasantly warm there. No brainer. I wonder if they’ll let me adjust me leave again.

I do need some sort of a break over Easter. It has been a very hard year indeed and we do need a holiday.

Flying to Cyprus with a bairn is hell on Earth. I’m not looking forward to the travel at all. Flying on our own is easy. Add a child and you need to hire a car, f@&king car seat, haul cots, buggies, nappies around with you. We don’t need a plane we need a camel.

A weekend in the peaks would be nice now. Pity we’ve left it so late. Booking holidays was never my forte.

Life #9

I returned home from violin last night, clattering through the back door with my trunk of wooden bits. It was a good evening as I’d managed to carve the neck into its lovely figured scroll. But home now. Cup of tea and some lasagne. Lubbly-jubbly

Yoda, apparently had been asking for me. At bath time he’d sworn he could hear me down stairs and insisted on shouting down “Dddddaaaaadddy!!”. L told him it was voices in the street (very unusual in our cul de sac). Unsatisfied, eventually she’d taken him down to inspect the darkened empty living room. No daddy.

It took L a while to settle him (I’d heard him clamouring over the phone when I rang earlier). But now all was blissful peace. His gentle snoozing (well, LOUD snoring actually) was purring through the baby monitor. L and I re-watched our episode of Mad Men and then headed for bed.

As lights went out I heard him whimpering. Getting up I went in to settle him only to find a carefree toddler snoring away oblivious to the world. Odd.

Returning to bed I heard him again, then thought for a minute.

“Cats in the garden!” We snuggled under and shut our eyes.

The cries got louder and a scuffling noise broke out. What the hell is that? Rats? Burglar?

I crept down with a torch to investigate. Outside there was nothing so I unlocked the garage (which is under our bedroom) and peeped inside. There to my astonishment blinked a small black terrified cat rather like Postman Pat’s Jess. It shot under some junk and cowered in the corner.

Our garage is normally locked with no cat sized entry points apart from the doors. It must have slipped in when L was there on Sunday putting washing in the drier. Just as well I heard it then.

Eventually it shot out and I went back to bed. There I wondered what it would have been like if we’d been away. Slowly agonisingly starving to death with no water. I mentioned to L that once I was in Scotland visiting my mum many years ago and a herd of stray cats dashed across the Edinburgh Bypass as I drove along late one night. The car in front struck one and we both pulled over.

The road was silent and the cat lay there with its tail swaying vertically in the air. It whined in pain.

“What should I do?” asked the driver.

I put my hand on the cat’s side. I could feel the heart beat within getting weaker and weaker until the tail fell and life was extinguished. It was the first living mammal I’d seen die. Small and innocent and gone.


This morning I asked my neighbour if her cat had been missing. Yes, indeed. Sunday afternoon. Now it was sleeping on her bed after demanding to be fed at 6am.

Getting Going

Not a lot to report. I had a hair-cut over the weekend, close enough to reflect my optimism that summer is on its way (it was -5C this morning). I even started looking in bike shops for a replacement form of transport. Now my limbs are working a bit better it is time I started getting them moving again. What with the mis-guided bus-way being cyclable from end-to-end now, I should be able to get to work quicker now by bike than by car.

In all I need to get off my arse a bit more. I spend Saturdays currently recovering from the week and Sundays fretting about the week ahead. As a result no DIY gets done, not much tidying up or getting out and about. Instead I sit watching crap on the telly and being jumped on by the snotty dwarf. A proper dad would have him outside strapped to the back of the bike on a long run somewhere for a picnic in the freezing cold. We did manage to get to the duck pond on a sunny Sunday morning before turning back chilled to the bone.

It has been a tough year health-wise but things are definitely better than they were. The end result has been mentally exhausting. I could do with a long holiday. That said I think getting myself going would be as much help. Change as good as a rest, as they say.

But a bit of warm sun and some time away from the cares of life would be very welcome.

Mandolin Orchestra

I have joined a mandolin orchestra. Well, when I say “joined” I mean next Thursday I’m going along for a try out session. I am more than little apprehensive as my music reading skills are almost as bad as my mandolin playing. I’ve never played in a group before let alone in front of a live studio audience.

I went to see them perform a few weeks ago in the Baptist church round the corner (where they rather conveniently rehearse). They seemed pretty good and there was the addition of a similar local classical guitar orchestra playing as warm up act. I sat in the front and watched their fingers through out and thought: I might be able to do that.

So I have three scores printed out. Greek pieces (right up my street) with 2 by Manos Hadjidakis. The scores are simple but so am I and they could be quite fast. I am bricking it. As I said, first rehearsal is next Thursday. Wish me luck.

Back!

I think my site was hammered by a Yahoo! search bot. Sucked 3 gig down the pipe which goes on my bill. Bummer. I shall have my revenge.

Meanwhile most of my plugins are off-line so I’ll bring these up gradually. I’m just glad to be back on-line.

Hacked?

My web host tells me I used almost 2GB of bandwidth yesterday. This is very unlikely unless some major news organisation has linked to me. I greatly suspect some sort of hack attack.

I’ve not had tiem to investigate this yet but you may find I might go off-line for a bit. What a bummer.

Progress

Well the back is on the violin and next week I’m due to stick the top on too. For technical reasons the inner mold needs popped and the top put on within a couple of hours (I presume to ensure no distortion in the shape). This means I’ll have a label stuck inside with my name on it and a hollow hand carved box by this time next week. Wehey!

Then I’ll finish the neck, do the finger board fix them all together, varnish it all up, fix a bridge and some pegs string it up and I’m done. How long will this take? Probably a year :-\ But who knows. Perhaps less.

Sorry i was in such a downer yesterday. I’ve had a good 7 hours kip now so I’m feeling better.

Rut

Suffering terribly from cabin fever. After being walled up for 2 weeks with my chest infection now L has come down with a cold and Yoda appears to be struck with Jedi flu. This has meant we’ve not really been out of the house much. Yesterday’s treat was a walk around the block. It sounds pathetic but it was just what I needed despite the smell of pollution in the air.

In recent weeks our only venturing out has been either into town for a coffee and a look in Fopp Records (quite a treat) or a trip to Little Tesco, Tescoland or Tescoworld at Bar Hill.

Yes, the winter blues are here in force. Tonight I finally get to go to my violin class for the first time this year. Just before Christmas I stuck the violin back on and the front will follow soon. I am so way behind with it I’ve started to lose hope. A violin maker needs patience but I think I’m six months to a year behind. I thought I’d learn to play one in the meantime but that has proved difficult as my fingers became brittle for a while last year and baby duties seem to guzzle time. I can’t say L is too keen on the sound either. A beginner on the violin is no joy to listen to.

I’m starting to envy those young parents you see with their tots strapped into bike chairs or trailers. They zoom off excitedly to do some swimming or to be part of some spectacular event. I seem to find myself glued to the TV on a wet weekend bored senseless by TtFTE. I love our house but sometimes I feel we suffocate in it.

Anything resembling a holiday is way off for the moment. But my health is improving so if I can just break free from the Doldrums perhaps I can do something. The pool is only 50 yards from our house.

To be fair Yoda has been chirpy up until last night when he started howling at 3am. These days he doesn’t seem to miss the swings or the slide. He is content to play with his trains. Steam engines govern his life now. I think – I hope – when the summer finally arrives that will change. We managed a short game of football in the garden at dusk last night. Quite a kicker.

I’m tired. What I’d give to be 20 years younger.

Sleepless

Yoda has been waking in the night a bit recently. I can’t complain, partly because this is now very unusual for him but also because L seems to be the one who gets up for it.

The other night there I woke to find him asleep next to me. He’d clearly negotiating with Mum either our bed or down stairs at 3am for a TV TtFTE-athon. The bed won.

Now, sleeping next to a 2 year old is a trial. At various points in the night I woke to find a foot in my face, or a forehead or a steaming nappy. At all points the vast Serengeti in the middle of our bed was empty but for a horizontal child-sized crossbar, leaving two vertical adults perched freezing on either edge of the bed.

To be fair he was having a tough time getting pillow space as his head seemed to fit neatly between our two. But his crafty ways, even when asleep, soon captured both. Not that he used either as Daddy’s head was much better to snore against.

Morning brought him awake, fresh eyed and literally bouncing.

I got into my Zombiemobile and drove to work.

Hope

I’ve been sick. Not massively, horribly sick but just down with a chest infection that wouldn’t go away for 2 weeks. Not very good for job prospects but what can you do? I spent the first two weeks of the new year walled up in the living room strapped to our brand new groovy Internet enabled LCD TV, watching any DVD I could find on the shelves. I’ve seen everything now. Watched all the extra bits, making-of, interviews, the lot. Anything to avoid Loose Women and Jeremy Kyle. Daytime TV is designed to get you back to work.

Christmas was great despite us never actually getting round to doing Christmas cards (sorry world). Yoda has been transformed into Warren Buffett with the largest wooden railway network in the fens. He was up at 6:30am on Christmas Day playing till lunchtime when we dragged him off to The Olds where further rail stock appeared allowing him to zoom around going “choo-choo” till we could all have happily bludgeoned him to death with “Kwanky” the crane. Seriously though, Christmas is a million times more fun with a 2 year old. He had a ball.

Sad to hear of the death of Miep Gies but at 100 years old the old girl had a good innings. A remarkable soul.

Anyway, I’m back at work now and 90% fit. I plan to get a lot fitter this year now my joints are in better shape. Bit of cycling. Bit of swimming. Lets just see how that works out. I’ve lost a bit of confidence in my health over the last year and I need to get that back. Drags you down doncha-know.

A new decade. The last one wasn’t too bad apart from the obvious war but that I’m sure was dwarfed by the previous Iran-Iraq war and anything near Angola from the decade before. I’m not so convinced the world is going down the tube as fast as people think. Have a little faith.

The snow has all gone now. Spring will be hear soon enough. Soon we’ll be heading to the swings together hand-in-hand.